Called≠Plan - Extreme Clumsiness

lyrics and music: syu

Kanji
「行かないで」と泣く私を見て
あなたは優しいから嘘を
痛くて辛くて苦しくて
愛してるの言葉が
So.振り向きもしない私一人　振り切れない私のストーリー

あの日からもう長い時間（とき）が過ぎ　Stop holding out on me.
今でもわからないことばかり　Stop holding out on me.
問いかけには曖昧なAnswer　Stop holding out on me.
So. I don’t know nothing‥nothing‥
Stop holding out on me.

自分勝手　いつものあなた
嘘とわかって　心閉ざした
でもあなたが愛しくて

手を繋いでいた　夢を見た
あなたは笑って優しくて
下手くそな嘘は　今日までと
知らないふりも最後ね

いつもの道見慣れた景色　Stop holding out on me.
最後だって言い聞かせながら　Stop holding out on me.
会えるとそれだけでうれしくて　Stop holding out on me.
追い越す風がやけに冷たくて　Stop holding out on me.

一度だって　忘れなかった
強がって　涙こらえた
そうあなたが愛しくて

無邪気に手を振るあなたを見て
その笑顔の裏が　恐くて
私がいないとダメなんでしょ？
本当の愛を待ってる

乾いた心にはポツリと
濡らした色彩の雨

泣き虫なあなたは弱くて
独りじゃダメだと抱きしめる
あなたの胸にはいくつもの
偽りの花びら

あなたを嫌いになる事は
あなたが孤独になるでしょ
痛くて辛くて苦しくても
愛してるの言葉が嬉しくて



Romaji
“Ikanaide” to naku watashi wo mite
Anata wa yasashii kara uso wo
Itakute tsurakute kurushikute
Aishiteru no kotoba ga
So. Furimuki mo shinai watashi hitori furikirenai watashi no sutoorii

Ano hi kara mou nagai toki ga sugi　Stop holding out on me.
Ima demo wakaranai koto bakari　Stop holding out on me.
Toikake ni wa aimai na Answer　Stop holding out on me.
So. I don’t know nothing.. nothing..
Stop holding out on me.

Jibunkatte 　Itsumo no anata
Uso to wakatte 　Kokoro tozashita
Demo anata ga itoshikute

Te wo tsunaideita　Yume wo mita
Anata wa waratte yasashikute
hHetakuso na uso wa　Kyou made to
Shiranaifuri mo saigo ne

Itsumo no michi minareta keshiki　Stop holding out on me.
Saigo da tte iikikase nagara 　Stop holding out on me.
Aeru to sore dake de ureshikute　 Stop holding out on me.
Oikosu kaze ga yake ni tsumetakute　 Stop holding out on me.

Ichido datte 　Wasurenakatta
Tsuyogatte　Namida koraeta
Sou anata ga itoshikute

Mujaki ni te wo furu anata wo mite
Sono egao no ura ga 　Kowakute
Watashi ga inai to dame nan desho?
Hontou no ai wo matteru

Kawaita kokoro ni wa potsuri to
Nurashita shikisai no ame

Nakimushi na anata wa yowakute
Hitori ja dame da to dakishimeru
Anata no mune ni wa ikutsumo no
Itsuwari no hanabira

Anata wo kirai ni naru koto wa
Anata ga kodoku ni naru desho
Itakute tsurakute kurushikutemo
Aishiteru no kotoba ga ureshikute

English
I cry, “Don’t go,” and you look at me
You’re so kind that your lies
They hurt, they’re difficult, and they’re painful
When you said you loved me
So. You won’t turn back around, I’m all alone　I can’t shake free from this story

It’s been so long since that day　Stop holding out on me.
Even now, I don’t understand a thing　Stop holding out on me.
When I ask questions I get vague answers　Stop holding out on me.
So. I don’t know nothing.. nothing..
Stop holding out on me.

How selfish　You always were
Telling lies　Shutting off your heart
But I love you so much

We held hands　We saw dreams
You laughed gently
Those extremely clumsy lies　Today is the last day
I’ll pretend not to know about them

I’m already used to the sights I always see on these streets　Stop holding out on me.
While telling you that I was done,　Stop holding out on me.
I was happy just to meet with you　Stop holding out on me.
The wind that blew by us was awfully cold　Stop holding out on me.

It was just once　But I didn’t forget
I toughed it out　I held back my tears
Yes, I love you so much

I see you waving your hand innocently
But the other side of the smiling face　Is frightening
Would you be sad if I was gone?
I’m waiting for my true love

My thirsty heart is alone
Drenched in a colorful rain

You’re such a crybaby　You’re weak
Holding me a saying you can’t make it on your own
How many flower petals of lies
Are kept in your heart?

If I come to hate you
Won’t you be alone?
Even if it hurts, if it’s difficult, if it’s painful,
I’m happy when you tell me you love me