Thursday, August 18, 2016

Zigzag - Shindehoshii

I Want You to Die

Kanji
瞼 閉じれば 微笑む君と
目が合って 思わずまた開けた

別に今更 何も感じない
寧ろ覚えてすらいない

忘れた…

ゴミみたいな 君の事なんて


ふと見上げれば 噎せ返る程
臭う 眩しい笑顔 溢れて

幸せそうで 何よりです
心より お祝い申し上げます

壊したい…

気付いたよ 何故 生きてるの?

ただ願った ただ願った 毎日 其れだけを
死んでほしい 死んでほしい 死んでほしい
僕を裏切った 嘘つきの 君の喉 突き刺して
その優しい顔に 血を浴びせたい

生きてる理由 見出せなくて
ただ過ぎてく 死にたい毎日

赤い糸など 結局無かった
真っ暗な雲 僕と似てる

消し去りたい…

泣き虫空が また泣いた

ねえ どうして僕は 僕に生まれたの?
この手のひらに 降り注ぐ 冷たさも
もう感じなくなるね
どうせみんな一緒 何も分かってないくせに
優しいふりして 無責任な言葉
もう かけなくていいよ

ただ願った ただ願った 誰一人残らず
死んでほしい 死んでほしい 死んでほしい
人の不幸を 心から 強く 強く 願ってた
誰か こんな僕を 殺して

ただ願った ただ願った 毎日 其れだけを
死んでほしい 死んでほしい 死んでほしい
僕を裏切った 嘘つきの 君の喉 突き刺した
見上げれば 赤い雨
気付けば 一人ぼっち
さよなら 僕の愛した人

君と見てた あの日の空はどこまでも高く
綺麗でした 覚えてる? 覚えてる?
なのに 裏切った ただ君だけを
信じて 生きてた
もう 疲れました…



Romaji
Mabuta Tojireba Hohoemu kimi to
Me ga atte Omowaze mata aketa

Betsu ni imasara Nanimo kanjinai
Mushiro oboete sura inai

Wasureta...

Gomi mitai na Kimi no koto nante

Futo miagereba Musekaeru hodo
Niou Mabushii egao Afurete

Shiawasesou de Nani yori desu
Kokoro yori Oiwai moushi agemasu

Kowashitai...

Kidzuita yo Naze Ikiteru no?

Tada negatta Tada negatta Mainichi Sore dake wo
Shindehoshii Shindehoshii Shindehoshii
Boku wo uragitta Usotsuki no Kimi no nodo Tsukisashite
Sono yasashii kao ni Chi wo abisetai

Ikiteru riyuu Midasenakute
Tada sugiteku Shinitai mainichi

Akai ito nado Kekkyoku nakatta
Makkura na kumo Boku to niteru

Keshisaritai...

Nakimushi sora ga Mata naita

Nee Doushite boku wa Boku ni umareta no?
Kono tenohira ni Furisosogu Tsumetasa mo
Mou kanjinakunaru ne
Douse minna issho Nanimo wakattenai kuse ni
Yasashii furi shite Musekinin na kotoba
Mou Kakenakute ii yo

Tada negatta Tada negatta Dare hitori nokorazu
Shindehoshii Shindehoshii Shindehoshii
Hito no fukou wo Kokoro kara Tsuyoku Tsuyoku Negatteta
Dareka Konna boku wo Koroshite


Tada negatta Tada negatta Mainichi Sore dake wo
Shindehoshii Shindehoshii Shindehoshii
Boku wo uragitta Usotsuki no Kimi no nodo Tsukisashita
Miagereba Akai ame
Kidzukeba Hitoribocchi
Sayonara Boku no aishita hito

Kimi to miteta Ano hi no sora wa doko made mo takaku
Kirei deshita Oboeteru? Oboeteru?
Nanoni Uragitta Tada kimi dake wo
Shinjite Ikiteta
Mou Tsukaremashita



English
When I close my eyes I come face to face
With you, smiling And without meaning to, I open them again

But now I don't really feel anything
Or rather I can't remember anything

I forgot...

About you You're like garbage

Suddenly, when I look up It's suffocating
Your smell Your brilliant smile Overflowing

You seem happy That's all that matters
From my heart I'm happy for you

I want to destroy...

I knew Why Am I alive?

I only wished I only wished Every day Only this 
I want you to die I want you to die I want you to die
You betrayed me You're a liar I want to take your throat And stab it
I want to soak that sweet face With blood

I can't figure out Why I'm alive
I'm just passing time Wanting to die every day

The red string of fate Wasn't real after all
The pitch black clouds Are like me

I want to erase it...

The sky cries too easily And it's crying again

Hey Why was I Born this way?
The coldness that falls into my palms
I've come not feel anymore
Everyone is the same They don't know anything
They pretend to be nice And speak without thinking of the consequences
It's enough You don't have to talk anymore

I only wished I only wished Each and every one of you
I want you to die I want you to die I want you to die
I wished From my heart With all my might For others' misfortune
Someone Kill me

I only wished I only wished Every day Only this 
I want you to die I want you to die I want you to die
You betrayed me You're a liar I took your throat And stabbed it
When I looked up Red rain
When I noticed it I was alone
Goodbye To the person I loved

The sky we saw together Seemed to rise up forever
It was beautiful Do you remember? Do you remember?
And still You betrayed me You were the only one
I believed And I lived that way
And I'm so tired of it...

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